it has been such donkey years since i blogged. yeah, totally suck balls. too tired to fix this damn lagging computer i have here. arghs, and my brother occupied it for youknowhat long. =/ i was just lazy. one whole week no blogging feels abit weird. things happened this whole week, kinda solve already. without quarrels with him is such a blessing to me now, how i hope we would be like the past. so wonderful and being envied by people. i like that, that kinda life with him in. nothing beats to that now. i just wanna go back to the past, be like the past. i love him the same since the day it start and till now it has never change, whats wrong with the past few days then? i hope it dont come again. arghs. ARGHS!! i wanna stop talking bout this already. CAUSE...

WE ARE OKAY!! X) WAHAHAS.

DEAR I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH. DONT WAN QUARREL LIAO K. OKAY OKAY OKAY? I'VE DECIDED TO CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT FOR YOU. I PROMISE LER. DON LEAVE ME. I'LL CARE FOR YOU, LISTEN TO YOU. ONLY YOU.

SMUACK SMUACK SMUACK. <3

x) happy me. on the way back to last time liao ler. woot~

anyway, nothing i can talk about today. gonna stay at home and do daily exercise, which is nua-ing aka slacking. =) talk bout yeaterday instead...

went home after school with DARLING and saw daddy =x im deadmeat. arghs. then bian accompany me till he late for program. x) i so love him. so ask net out lorhs, she called jerryl and her rickymouse as well. lols. we went shop shop. bought a black necklace and pearl earrings. walk walk and took photos with them, will upload them when net send me. =)

they went home and i went marsiling look for DARLING after that. saw zhu xian, zhao hua, pinky and jookee (i hope never spell wrong =p) oh yah this jookee is my DARLING's gay partner. x) so bo liao. after that DARLING accompany me home, when waiting for bus i disturb him =x and talked about couple stuff we gonna buy!!
1) giordano mickey tshirts $2o each.
2) wallets (DARLING said gonna buy one month later, so gonna go look liao ler)
woot~ can i love you till the day of my last breath? love love love u DARLING. x)
DARLING pei me till 1o3o. =x sorries wor, when go home we chat again that time i halfway wanna go sleep ler. arghs, bad me. =/

SORRIES DARLING
IM REALLY SO IN LOVE WITH YOU.
PLEASE READ THIS LER AND TELL ME YOU LOVE ME TOO. WE STILL WANT GO JAPAN AND PARIS TOGETHER DE LEHS. x)

chaos.
smooches.
<3bianbian~

;i am afraid